God's very own

  Dear God Please, order my steps in your ways. Lest my legs wander away from your path, And tread the path dangerous. Walk before me, And let me follow your foot prints. Lift me up and place me on your shoulders. Let your legs do the walking for me. Dear God  Please, order my steps in your words.  Teach me daily your scripture, Lest I deviate from your path. Plant thy word in me, Make thy word my map, Lest I miss the way in this world.  This world is just a path I must take to eternity. Dear God  Please, order my steps in your spirit. Let your spirit order my spirit, Lest I wander away from your presence. Create a link between your spirit and mine, Let there be a check in my spirit when I'm about to deviate from your word. Minister to me in the spirit, Let your spirit whisper to my ears. Dear God  Please, order my steps in your soul. Let there be a soulship between my soul and yours.  Sail the ship of my soul. Let your soul be my sailor, Disconnect me...

Dear God Why do you hate me this much? What sin did I commit? Maybe I can retrace my steps and rectify it, Or better still ask for forgiveness. Every year wraps up tarnishing my hope and faith in you. It's been ten years, Ten years of unfruitful prayers. Dear God Why did you decide to bless me with unfruitfulness and barrenness? I mean, out of all the numerous gifts you have in store, you chose to give me this? Dear God  Are you still up there? Are you still alive? Have you run short of breath? Do you no longer have life in you? Have you suddenly become like the gods my pastor told me about? Those gods that have ears but cannot hear. Those gods that have eyes but cannot see. Are you truly God? Often time I question your existence, Are you sure you exist? I have been crying to you for a decade now, Each time you tell me "cheer up daughter, your time is near" Can I get your definition of near please? What exactly does "near" mean in your dictionary? How long shall...